Me...A Struggle

If there is a me that curses and struggles
and me that winks and walk in peace

do i have a choise of selves,

There occasions that i talk to a man

who is riding high on some recent insight

or triumph,and for a moment life probably

seems to him to have no problems.
But just don't believe that most people are

living the smooth,controlled,trouble free existence

that there careful countenances and bland word suggest.

Today never hands me the same thing twice,

and i believe that for almost everyone else,

life is also a mixture of unsolved problems,

ambigous victories,and vague defeats-

with very few moments of clear peace.
I never do seem to quite on top of it.

My struggle with today is worthwhile,but it's

as struggle nonetheless and one that seems never to end.

The pay off must be elsewhere,and i suspect that it's

within that laughing heart that can surface so unexpectedly

An Angel Prayer

            As the sun sets its rays on the horizon bringing new hopes for happiness,may it shines on you
           and bring you the bright and beautiful gift that it so lovingly holds....the gift of special day.

          You have an angel whose wishes consist of such wonderful things for you!May you have a day
           whose moments unfold with peace,with promise,with doors that opens on new beginnings,and
           and a windows that look out on the world filled with dreams waiting to come. 
        
          And as each day comes full circle,and the quite times of reflection bring an evening of serenity
          may a distant dream find you,and a lovingly remind you that you have an angel who will always
         keep a close watch....over you.