Self Respect; Knowing myself well, rescued me from being a Pessimist.

Sometimes, it pays to be alone. Knowing myself well, rescued me from being a pessimist.

I jumped out of bed early Sunday morning. Awaken by the deafening sound of my alarm clock, I am ready to go for Sunday Mass after half an hour. "Rithelle ?, let's go" my boss calling me from outside my room door. We were out for almost two hours. Starting the day praising God and living with His words, is such a rejuvenating things to do. I was all set for the day!.

After wrapping up some stuffs, I head off to my regular Sunday part time job. Three hours was quite fast and its all done, Dropping by at the grocers nearby, I shopped for  some items to bring to my Dear. This was my regular routine, while other girls like me are enjoying and spending time with friends and acquaintances. This is my choice and I love doing it. After a short visit to someone and a yummy pizza for lunch, though

the lime juice tasted like salt water, I  was filled with satisfaction and joy.  I went to our School event- our photography exhibit. My love for arts and colors, brought me to developed an interest in Photography. I was so glad to be shortlisted . Learning that photography is not only taking photos and images, but the story behind each photographs speaks louder than anything.

It was a wonderful event and an enjoyable day for me as some friends - expected and unexpected ones came to give their supports. But there are times in our lives that no matter how we act to be normal and refined, people around us have some things to say, think and the worst are concluded just based on what they saw and what they heard maybe. Invasion of someone's' privacy is a Crime. Before you say something, find out the truth first. Isn't that's a simple and basic things to do?

I treasured my friendship. And trust is very meaningful to me. My actions are strong and my words are profound. Being outspoken in some manners to express myself is an innate nature of mine. I am not being harsh in my words nor showing sarcasms. I don't need to justify myself either. Self respect is the only thing I have. Kknowing myself well will save me from being a pessimist.

My eyes are swollen from sleepless nights, my heart is raging with anger. My soul is finding worth  for me not to give up. For after all these turmoil, Only Me and Me alone can tell WHO I AM.